Monday, Monday...

So... here I am again... a couple of days later and just over the weekend. Friday night, all day Saturday, Sunday... there were some rough moments!!! Last Thursday night at Bruce and Susan's we had a time to remember - if only I could. And so.... fear was in the air on Friday. Karen had gotten very afraid on Thursday since there seemed to be a near medical emergency. But... who knows? In any event the weekend was colored a lot by what happened Thursday and relaxation was on my mind but processing was on Karen's mind. Rightfully so but still - I would have liked to have waited. But NOOOOOO..... SO - whatever! - I can understand that Karen was upset but I also feel defensive and am thinking defensively, too. I actually think that Bruce went a bit overboard. But do I know? Can I know? NO - I CANNOT REALLY, EVER KNOW. And that is that. I believe there was a lot of over-reacting going on... and so... moving on is all I can do. Sorry, but true.

And so... here I am - Monday. I am a bit tired. I have been working out ok for the past week. On target to do something at least every other day. And I can use a day off!

Karen is away for a few days beginning tomorrow. I take her to the airport very early in the morning. I could - maybe will - workout tomorrow morning early. As I did today, in fact. Thus - keeping going!!

Food intake is NOT going well. I am eating too much. Sneaking things like some ice cream and at the office - chocolate covered coffee beans. I do need to stop such. I do need to lose 10-20 pounds in the next month or so. That would be VERY GOOD! I have put on my "Weekly to do" document to EAT BETTER!!! It may be time for signs, again.

Plans are going very slowly relative to Ashland. The July dates are not too good for seats as per the web. August is not a go because of stuff the kids need to do. Hmmmm... maybe Septemter?

AND - I need to make some telephone calls. To my Uncle Jerry, and to my Cousin Arthur, and to Cousin Sheera, et al, and to Susan Rosenthal, and to Gail. THAT's alot!! I need to schedule and dial!

And - I need to rent a video for Wednesday night and maybe for Tuesday night, too. Lemony Snicket's A Series of Unfortunate Events would be one; another would be: Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. So - a Jim Carey mini-festival. And then how about: Donnie Darko; and the Kill Bill movies; and Dogville plus the other several movies by the director: Lars von Trier - such as: his Gold Heart Trilogy (Breaking the Waves, The idiots and Dancer in the Dark.

SO... that is a lot for now.. More listed in another post!!!