So.... it is now day one of Succos.... and there is the tossing of the mashed potatoes. Ah... so important? Or not. Something, though which was quite disturbing.... especially after last night (see previous post)
In any case - it is now near the end of the day.... Some stuff has transpired between Karen and I... and the rum and coke has helped to mellow me. Ahhh.... drugs!
So... that is that. Tomorrow is another day. This day continues. Karen will be home soon and I will/may have an appetite which I did not have earlier. And some interesting reading - Neurotica - the anthology. Woody Allen, Saul Bellow, Apple, others?????y
Why be disturbed about stuff I can do nothing about. Stuff which has happened. It seems at times - frustrating and alienating - to be so powerless. AAAAaaaaaHHHHhhhhhh.......!!!!!! Control is THE illusion. REMEMBER!!!!!
CONTROL IS THE ILLUSION.
All is well with the world always. All is as it is. All IS.
Rum IS. Martinis will be.... soon. And - food? Dinner? Whatever. Something. I could wish for some cheese or some beef or ?????? PIZZA. Or.... whatever. But I rant.... and rave.... and now feel a bit better. Grin and bare it. It is all a joke.
Aaaaahhhhhh......... This is better. I think. I feel better. I feel ok.
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