lucky 7 day???
Today as every day is the first day of the rest of my and your life...
Why have I involved myself with dangerous people? I know better... and I know I need to be ever on the defensive. SO ... that is ok... I need and want nothing from those who think they have something ...including bullshit feelings that are simply narcisism projected... Center of attention is what some people have always wanted... at funerals, at bnai mitzvot of others, and whereever....!!! Never really the center of attention... except at ... their funeral. And coming right up.... !!!
But that is me reacting to being talked to with no respect and no truth. A lot like any trumper. All talk and no self-reflection. Alcholics and gamblers and someone who can't really leave the past behind (lives in a house which is a museum to a dead spouse who probably paid for all... dinner tables set for guests who never come, a kitchen covered with paper to prevent dirt and use, etc etc..)
BUT MOVING ON....
met and sang with Bnai Shalom chorus yesterday ... and we're off!!! Nice music. Looking forward to further rehearsals and our singing for the congregation. I need to practice and perhaps take more of a lead in bass/baritone section.
AND ---- Just talked w/sister and she is continuing to muddle....
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