Ahhh.. Tuesday - first of the month... visit w/Rachel and trip to Grocery Outlet -- always a fun adventure. Today I found Hebrew National Salami!!! Later today I plan to bbq - sausages, onions, potatoes, and ???? As well as cook up the brocolli and make it into some kind of salad.
Also - today I was supposed to get a house visit from my insurance company but after waiting over an hour they called and said it was not happening... a illness or something came up with their agent. I am calling them to get some satisfaction. Having the visa card sent ... and then we can talk about further scheduling. They will be getting back to me...
Now I am calling United Airlines to see about bereavement fare issue... Unknown date... can I reserve something?
ISSUES as always for me... Relative to lots but at this time relative to my sister.
- What do I need and want?
- What do/can I expect?
- etc...
The past cannot be changed. The present is what we have. The future is unknown and unknowable and assumptions should not be made though I do assume and think this and that. I have a fairly good idea of what might/could happen!!! Nothing really good for me... THE best is I am left regretting the past missed years. There is little future and no way I can believe if things were reversed antything would be better, good, etc... coming to me. Sure it seems I am thinking in a self-centered manner but my experiences have been with those who have exhibited extreme self-centeredness and have both relished in their narcisism as well as dishing out pain when possible. AHHHHH...... OY!
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