In hotel .. hostel in Seville. Good long day traveling. Tired. Took a shower. Texting and calling possible on my phone via Xfinity plan. Tested a bit. Looking good. Data something else.
Local time.. 7:10pm .. I'm hungry and heading out to eat. I've identified a place. More info later. Probably too bad I'm not spending more time in Seville. BTW... This hostel is basic inexpensive, clean.... Ok.
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Faith from r. Nachmans book.... Faith in my self PARAMOUNT. And there's the rub... I just don't have a certain level of self confidence that I could and SHOULD. That is at core of my troubles.... Deciding things to do or get. Deciding about people. My waffling on issues is ok... To a point. Choosing what to finally and fully own is the problem. . rethinking thoughts .. ok ... Redoing that which has been done. Harder to undo. Possible... But sooner rather than later!!! Do I have the strength? What do I want, need....to change???? When???
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And..
Nice dinner at little local place. Got a little too much. But ok. Salmon and spinach lasagna. Lots of cheese. Not sure of layers. I could work on it!!!
Heading to sleep soon .. lights out by 10pm i AM tired. Good day. Tomorrow should be good, too!!!, maybe more so.
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