Tuesday, October 26, 2004

EGO, egad!

Ego - who has got the ego? Late yesterday my sister called and we had a fight. She is a real work but what can one do? Hopes and expectations, etc.... what is to care about? First - she can't possibly make it... then she can IF - I pay for her flights and make it super easy (i.e. no plane changes, direct flights, etc...). Interesting that such would work for her. Ah.... but she was tired and she has her problems and I am sure she suffers or would if she really felt what there is to feel. BUT - she called, we fought, she called again and apologized (with accusations.... let us not simply apologize... lets attack, too). What can I say here? I will talk w/Karen and we will consider and do what is best and right.

(in fact... - I just checked JetBlue AND - I can get ms. debbie into Sacramento, direct from JFK - for $310.70.... NOT bad!!!)

Hmmmm.... so maybe I will through out the money... and see. I would have to essentially think I was throwing the money away since I would be fairly sure my sister would flake at the last minute. It is what I would expect and what I have experienced and why should anything have changed? Maybe I can get insurance? I will check.

Meditated this morning.... it felt good. I am happy to have my office, my personal space back again. I was on the cushion (pillow) and I did some chants, etc... OK!!!

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