Do I ... need to work... Be Productive...
WELL - yes I need a purpose -- something to do which is meaningful...
Does my Random Voluteering - work for me and others???
What is MY TALENT, Passion, ????
What special something do I bring to anyone? - How am I ... and I am ... selective? For instance today ... based a bit on a person not doing what they could to make things easier for themselves... was not offered some help I could have given... essentially my time.
WHAT DO I WANT TO DO??? WHERE, WHEN, HOW, ETC...
Am I trying to gussy up backyard so I can be outside and writing!! Is it WRITING I most want to do... associated closely with BEING READ... Being noticed... Being heard.... my many!!!!
Become a minstrel... without an instrument beyond just my voice??? - Poetry reading, too... with some amplification???
FROM YESTERDAY .... but perhaps ALL/EVER SO ON POINT... along with being read...
AHHHHhhh... movie: LA Story -- PASSION!!!!! and magical music... and magic!!!!
It LA Story THE story I want to live in my life.... --- and what is the Rest of the Story.... after the sign says -- All Clear (or whatever).
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What about love? What about passion... for me....
What am/was I passionate about...One - not to lose my kids... as my parents lost me.. and, I guess... I lost them.
Do I miss them? Will my daughters miss me. Not know me? Hmmm.... Write some of that on the 29th... of Oct. 2025.. MAYBE it is The Legacy Writing - once suggested by a counselor/therapist... Maybe that IS THE TICKET... Give me meaning... and provide meaning, too.!!!!
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