feelings, friends, family, father, freedom,fear,.....????!!!
From thoughts and stuff from Men's Grief Group which just met... ]
I do always come around to feelings... and being sensitive and how it was beaten out of me by my father whom I am free of now. Then - friends? Fears? FAMILY...
Ahh.. family -- that is the thing. And who is in charge now??? Who is patriarch or matriarch? My mother did not do matriarchal things and my fathers patriarchy was not really real, I think. In other words -- no center to my life! Can I become the center???!!!??? That would be MY WISH!!! Of whom? Why? Where?
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From end of recent episode of NCIS Origins - title: Who's going to drive you home - S2E16:
Older Gibbs naration: "If you love someone you tell them who you are!!!" (or Father says "When you love someone you tell them who you are."
"You make the effort - you solve the problem...."
AND as is says often and elsewhere --- Never take anything for granted!
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SO - Will I TALK w/Ellen about this stuff??!!!??!!! When!!!!
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