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My sense about stuff. All maybe reconsidered. I am open to discussion and change. Generally I tend to not be absolute about anything. That may be a character flaw or a way of remaining open to new information and possibilities. Copyright claimed (who knows - maybe a book deal someday?)

Monday, April 07, 2025

2025 Daily - 04/7/2025

 Well - today ... began early w/the simple elliptical workout. Then some breakfast (cheese omelet w/mushrooms). Then services... Then called United Airlines and they did me a good solid correcting the name on the ticket I bought for Amy. I have to wonder if their system may have been the problem but in any case -- pretty much all fixed. Then got an appointment w/Dr. Dima at 1pm for the cyst... I wonder if it might be opened up again .. AND I think I need some Keflex. The weekend had the cyst very very inflamed but with some hot compresses and a few remaining Keflex -- it is now ok...   Had a video appt w/urologist and we will monitor w/blood tests and mri's the prostate so I am passing on the invasive biopsy at this time. Later I will see Jim and then maybe the bereavement class and then Davis Chorale. NOW -- off to the piano.

Maybe more later... below... -----------------------



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2025 Daily - 04/6/2025 - a missed day

 What did happen yesterday??? (I am writing on the 7th) Well - a good workout. Some planning for Passover. Not much. Oh well.

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Saturday, April 05, 2025

2025 Daily - 04/5/2025

 It is late Saturday afternoon... I awoke very early, showered, went to services, and to costco (where I was disappointed to not find whitefish salad)....

I'm tired... and my cyst is flaring up again. I hope to see a doc on Monday! It hurts. I have some antibiotics left ... I took one at about 5pm and will probably take another at bed time. THEN - just about out. I did send a note on MyChart... hopefully that will produce a result for Monday.

I am cleaning up in "junk" room since that seems to be the preferred place for old bed... as I get a new one and get rid of the old cheap bed. Mostly I am finding myself shuffling things around to new places... I HAVE TO TOSS ! !!! There are books there to toss... though that is proving hard as I look at titles and think... hmmm... In fact I found a rather important book of the Mussar tradition... Duties of the Heart by Paquda.... It is good I recognized the title!!! I have to toss more though... Can't be keeping stuff I really can't store and which I don't use!!! Bad form. 

Today at services ... Bat Mitzva... and drash addressed really apologizing ... with the apology, the correcting, and the promise to not repeat. The promise is the difficult one. Better to not do any harm needing an apology!

Got emails from Marie -- with a recipe for a chocolate cake .. .and good wishes. She is something! I wonder if I will see her again somewhere??? I could ask about when she will be in Miami... to just touch bases, so to speak. Ahhh.....

I really do have SOO much to do... Davis Chorale, musical prep for Seder (contemporary stuff and other stuff... THIS year - a song sheet/book... copies at Kinkos!).

MUSIC -- I have many solemn songs on my list on my phone. I am calling it Firestein's Fado -- They are not the blues but they are melancholy and romantic and thoughtful and sensitive... I think they represent a significant part of my soul. And here is Disturbed/Davis Draman's "Sound of Silence" 

Do I go to one of their concerts? With whom... This is Heavy Metal... I think. Videos are loud and violent and disturbing!!! yes DISTURBED!!!!


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Friday, April 04, 2025

2025 Daily - 04/4/2025

 Good'day - Well I was in Australia a few months ago (September). Now - back from Portugal I am getting back in to my 2025 routines which are: usual workouts, usual attendance at services, chorus-University - AND - now also piano each day, trying to write something (even if just this blog) each day, and Davis Chorale.

And - next week - Passover and I've been thinking about music, questions, etc... And working w/daughters on menu and making the food AND Susan Hildreth will also make something. NICE. And Amy will be here... so w/Sarah and Amy and Susan and me - the original nuclear family. NICE.

THE writing I will turn to now ... is the piece about LGBTQ+ people and how making peace with all people's requires or will be helped or facsilitated by being at peace with LGBTQ+ people... maybe we adding an "H" for heterosexual would be useful! So we might get: HLGBTQ+ folks... ALL folks.  Unless this is viewed as those who said "all lives matter" as a take-away response to "black lives matter". I guess being special and distinct to highlight problems is important and yet to me... I have or try to have no negative issues with non-white and non-binary/heteros since for one thing - I am a definite white hetero who likes the idea that IF I were to be gay, etc -- I would double or more the number of possible dates for Saturday night (HA HA HA ...!!!). 

Well - actually - this may be all the writing for today....


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Thursday, April 03, 2025

thoughts and ideas while on 2025 trip to Portugal... and more, maybe

 March 21, 2025


Day ! In Portugal. Lisbon to be sure. Was met at airport smoothly. Found out this is a BIG group... Actually two with 50 people in each. Different hotels but dinner was a the same big restaurant in two separate rooms ... We did bot notice the other groups.
The restaurant was in an old building that was THE one to survive the late 1700 earthquake. Foor was good - fins and feathers... Chicken and shredded cod. And wine and salad and dessert. A good conversations. With -- Vic, Stephanie Alberto.... Earlier met - Marti, Deloris, Carol,Rosemary, Gtwo, Mamalarta, and some others.
While the grou and ???
Rested and will head to sleep soon.. 9:30us,,, Day starts tomorrow at 8:15 after breakfast. BTW - and other NO POLITICS DISCUSSION RULE....
Hotel is nice. Room small with no desk or chair but electricy good enough and bed us comfortable and shower was fine.
Tomorrow - Fada extra at night. Bus tour of city in morning.

March 22, 2025


March 23


March 24


THOUGHTS NIGHT OF 23RD very early the 24th
Remember the good .. to Amy and Sarah.. not as Father taught me
Passover welcome and intro
Chapters of my life.... Different women, jobs, examples.. etc.. things owned,
The letter without specifics to my sister.
Critical analysis of information on Internet.. or anywhere..... The same.. compare verifiable facts and distinguish from opinion and soecut
Library tours ... California and national and international.... AND get library cards where possible.
Do we need a bomb test... To demo terrible power. And end spending on the military... Education!!!!!


Some new? Dualisms
Wrong or right... Thinking of doing
*****Stay or go?****



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2025 Daily - 04/3/2025 - on a role again???

 Well -- day two of continuous writing on this blog... for whatever it is...  Not much yesterday and maybe not much today. AND - yesterday I did get back playing the piano. And today listened a bit to Davis Chorale recorded rehearsal to try to catch up. AND yesterday was first day of University Chorus where we with whom I will be performing the Mathew Shepherd piece. Quite moving!!!!

maybe more later..................

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2025 Daily - 04/2/2025 - after Portugal

 I have some notes from my trip to Portugal.... and those will be added soon as will facebook posts of pictures. I now have to write something about LGBTQ+ people and issues ... especially as I need to process past personal tolerance and acceptance after hearing somethings in a class as we prepare for singing about Mathew Sheperd...  I have been moved to consider the issues around LGBTQ+ folks as THE issue of the 21st Century. The ONE primary issue! SO - off to the word processing program... now. 

More about me, today, etc... later.

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Thursday, March 20, 2025

2025 Daily - 03/20/2025

So.   . Now at IAD in Washington DC. .. halfway to Lisbon. Uber ok and flight good. Now in a United lounge which was very very busy.   But clearing out now. I have five more hours here. Has one glass of red wine... Mainline brand. Not bad.   Actually good. Going now for another. Interesting.... They also offer whiskey and well drinks and of course beers.

On plane I was generally quiet..  I. Lounge talked to some folks 

Sitting across from??? Not Jane Goodal but someone who looks like her. And who's on her way to Africa.


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2025 Daily - 03/19/2025

 Well . I did probably skip Wednesday the 19th .. as I had some meetings and prepped for trip. I do play piano and I did get packed 

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Tuesday, March 18, 2025

2025 Daily - 03/18/2025

 Writing under the wire... It is 11:21PM... late and I am writing after just doing, finally, my piano... SO - all good meeting my daily quotas... Set by me, done by me, enjoyed!!! by me!!!

Today Nate came over and did some work... YEA!!! THANKS!!! He fixed a leak in toilet and affixed the Ring properly in the front door area... even wired it into the old house bell so now no more charging of the battery. AND - the grill will be fixed and a bunch of other things were listed which he will get to in April when I return from my trip. The fence door and maybe a patio cover thing (gazebo)... As well as perhaps flooring in the 2nd bath... w/tile and that might include the tub area. As those things get done the house will be better!! 

And I had a very good talk w/Philip to catch each other up. Bottom line -- lots of similar disfunctions in families... AND I am very fortunate to have been able to work on them with my daughters and we will see how good things may be... Always uncertainty!!! And having read the full email from Amy -- she IS going to be here at Passover!!!!!

I guess today was a big day ... as I look backwards..Saw Rachel in morning. Did some calls. Had lunch w/Syma at Crepeville.. ALL GOOD!!!

A thought for the day ... from talk w/Philip... Maturity is related, in my mind or was - to attachment. Mellow to Ignorance... And Aversion is related to both. Or was/is it maturity =- aversion .. and Attachment to both -- as attachment relates to grasping ... holding on.. to good and/or bad... 

I do have issues w/attachment... And being in and finding myself in .. THE MOMENT... is what I need to do more and more...

And Mothers ... for Philip and I and others?? are much of the "M" problem words!!! Interestingly.

And tomorrow is another day... I hope to workout in morning. Go to zoom class w/Rabbi Stein... and then Community Services Committee meeting. AND PACK... FINISH PACKING... FINALIZE PACKING for travel on Thursday morning.

And that is all folks!

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Monday, March 17, 2025

2025 Daily - 03/17/2025

 It is early morning.... and I am also online zooming to CBS services. We are at page 16... and moving along.

My invites to some folks at CBS for Passover have been declined - previous plans (annual) and of course distance. AOK..

When might I do my 30 minutes of creative writing. I must say - as usual - I will do what is easiest for me and that is the 30 or more minutes of piano -- the non-creative activity which is productive and pleasurable. And besides - I am not necessarily creative! Oy...

Maybe more later... Big day today - Doctors, Sarah, Jim, maybe bereavement, and Chorus/chorale.

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on desktop - look for a doc titled: question_ingS - that is something I will consider a bit ...now as I am in service!



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Sunday, March 16, 2025

2025 Daily - 03/16/2025

 Today... pretty nice day - good workout, piano nice, talk w/Sheera ... etc.. etc..

And food somewhat limited... I want to keep that A1C going down. 

Last night I went and listened to poetry by Rumi's Caravan... Not too bad. Got the idea that suffering because/with others who suffer is not necessary. It may also not honor those who suffer. It is important for each of us to be mindful of our moments and remember/think of others but not get depressed... It is an interesting position to take. We be happy and others may aspire to that if/when they can... I guess. I am not sure of the logic but the point seems to be as noted.. be mindful and awake in my/our moments. Do not grasp but do not miss the good. The bad will also come and grasping either is not The Way.. And I've heard something like this before.

BTW -- mindfulness and inpermanence is clearly described in Ecclesiastes.. We have it in Judaism. In fact I would say relative to spirituality and all IS all within Judaism though often not known or understood. For us Jews it does depend on accepting - believing in... G-d. And today modern Jews often feel more agnostic and therefore sensing that which is Tangible. Tangible and observable and scientific... TODAY. In other words - once we observed G-d at Sinai and other things long ago... It is that WE haven't seen it... 

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A new writing plan...:

What will I write … in 24 minutes. Today I will do that much – it is late (about 10:30pm) but in future I will set timer for 30 minutes… similarly to timer for piano.

Writing is creative. And piano is, shall I say, derivative. In other words piano is played, by me at this time, from sheet music. I guess I could copy writings and that would be derivative instead of creative…

I am not feeling very creative at the moment. I guess by setting a timer and being disciplined maybe that will help me. OR – I might try writing by hand with a pencil or pen. They… (they?) say handwriting things is different and has different effects than typing away as I am doing now…

I do have lots of essays and those dual-blogging entries I could go and work on. SO many were essentially drafts for which work was/is needed and they are a source of my personal creativity. And there is the document from the cruise, Dec. 2024, which is the basis for my autobiography or memoir. What is the difference?

My interests are about what I could write. Or… dare I say take some of my thoughts and try to shape them into a story .. in other words use a fictionalization to carry forth ideas, ideals, questions, concerns, etc…

SO THE PLAN IS.... write each day for a set amount of time ... AND it can be this blog ... or at least each day what is written will be referenced from this blog so it is not lost. In fact - THIS blog could be the "log" of writings... and the writing will be on some other blog and linked? maybe through the daily entries - or on this blog's main page. THE POINT -- a set amount of time to write ... and maybe a set time. Recently I have taken to playing/practicing piano first thing in the morning with one of my cups of coffee and before breakfast (as I wait for medications to establish themselves in my body...). INTERESTING IDEA... We shall give it a try for a few days before my trip when the piano practicing will be suspended but not necessarily the writing. In fact the writing could be THE THING... to do while traveling... A journal!

I must say here and now --- only about 15 minutes has gone by since I began this writing session which was set to go 24 minutes... a short trial and it is LONG!

I am stopping now... short time... Good night!



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Saturday, March 15, 2025

2025 Daily - 03/15/2025

 Early Saturday morning... I had some thoughts for Passover... so got up and wrote them down... in my One Document for Passover, 2025. Questions, lists (people, foods).... Getting ready.

More later today... maybe.

IT IS NOW .. LATER...

Just returned from listening to poetry .. Rumi Caravan ... a lot of Rumi and other poems...  Intent: get you to awake to the moment... Mindfulness. Spirituality... What I learned today -- do not suffer about the suffeirng...  That is old... in other words (actually serindipitously heard on radio coming home) ... All is temporary ... good and bad stuff... Don't hold on is the teaching i have heard before... However tonight -- respect the good and what you have that DELIGHTS... (not necessarily pleasure) because in experiencing delight you do not - you DO NOT disrespect those who are suffering... I guess - to each their own where they are when they are... And to help... that is ok, good... but to suffer along with those who suffer does not help.... Right?? I think so... I used to try to teach that... in another way ... the way I taiught it .. was get yourself settled and happy and THEN help those who are in need.... Different... but similar..???

Also today ... elsewhere thought - the negative gold rule and the positive golden rule... MAYBE I've been wrong...The negative I have said is easier.... but it distances you from the other... While the positive is harder to do well, right... but it connects you, brings you closer... AHHHHHhhhhhhh

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Friday, March 14, 2025

2025 Daily - 03/14/2025

 Writing near the end of the day ... Friday. Went to Chabad Purim thing... ok...

Saw Harriet Gadisman there .. and Robin Weiner, too... And Jay and Andrew and lady w/an A, too. Sorelie is writing another book... about Dina... a complicated, not well documented person, who has a lot of relevance for today. She some years ago wrote a book about Esther.

Today finally decided to do something about the cyst on my thigh... It was lanced .. and hopefully all is/will be well. A Dr. Chang did it with a student as part of the work. A pretty good experience. It was nice to be gotten IN... I thought Dr. Chang was very very good. 

Well... that is all for now, today. I did play piano.... Saw Steve... 

OH,.. and plans for Passover progressing. There are guests coming including Susan Hildreth and AMY!!! Amy and I settled (a bit) on a air trip plan. Yesterday I came up with one but it was not ok relative to Amy's needs ... she wanted non-stops and now that is arranged. One is an overnight which is why I didn't offer it at first... But that is what is best for her anxieties relative the FAA layoffs, etc...

And got good news about blood tests... A1C is down to 7.6 - from 8.4 a year ago and PSA within normal range (3.7). YEA!!!!


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2025 Daily - 03/13/2025 - day after

This is written late on Friday, the next day...

Thursday came and went.... No minyan - it was moved to Friday for Purim.. and there was a Purim Party that I went to in Walnut Creek... NICE... 

The day included a good workout after a good weigh-in the morning... And piano playing.. 

A thought yesterday... Stuff - including business... Is Top Down... and things should be Bottom Up...  It is the people on the bottom who do the necessary work for other people and the people at the top who manage the bottom, manage workloads, manage the resources... the money... whatever.  The folks at the top get the big pile of money and pass it on down... slowly but ???surely?? -- Trickle Down...  BUT if things trickle up ... I think things would be better!!! In so many ways and situations... To be continued and thought more about... 

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Wednesday, March 12, 2025

2025 Daily - 03/12/2025

 It is bright? and early -- certainly early. Tariffs are all the news as are cuts, cuts, cuts... the dismantling of the US government. 

I saw a picture of the president .. in a smiling calm picture. I wonder if such a presentation would re-humanize the man and bring him down to earth... down to where he is not a king or dictator. Let pictures demonstrate how he doesn't care and is simply smiling, laughing at all of the citizens of the USA. Note: yesterday's blog entry is full of some important points... Now transfered to a DOC for additions, editing, making it better for reading.

More later... probably. Biggish day - I';m about to do my "aerobics" exercise, then a bathroom guy, then a rabbi class, then lunch w/Nancy.

Bye now....6:27am....

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Tuesday, March 11, 2025

2025 Daily - 03/11/2025

 It is early morning... Doing THIS first thing. Today is a light day - only appt is to see Rachel, etc. It is the time when the University Chorus is on hiatus between quarters...

I hope to take a walk today - at least to the club... in the early afternoon. And watch Anora which I have rented and have to watch soon. Do some prep for trip to Portugal -- medications, underwear?, cpap... and other stuff that can be done.

BUT what are the thoughts for the day??? The stock market is down, down, down....  No one in the Times has wondered out loud -- are the American Oligarchs enriching themselves by selling short or are they prepared to jump back into the market, etc. etc.. In other words - a falling market can create opportunities for the rich ... and some of the richest are part of a team creating world havoc w/tariffs. OY!

And who is prepared to challenge the current powers? Who stands to lose if they challenge. Who has made Devil's Bargains ... 

Here is a definition I think is correct:

"The phrase "Devil's bargain" refers to a situation where someone makes a deal or agreement that seems to offer significant benefits but ultimately comes with severe moral, ethical, or personal costs. It often implies a compromise of one's values or integrity for short-term gain, reminiscent of the mythological idea of selling one’s soul to the devil for power, wealth, or success."

At least for a while the rising stock market was a benefit. What other benefits were there in the first 50 or 60 days of the current administration? What will be the consequences?

\And noting the "devil" -- what about the coming of an anti-christ? There is something negative to think and say about someone who WANTS to be a leader or ASSERTS he/she is a leader, a god, a savior. I don't think Jesus asserted that in his time. Theology talks about the coming(S) of an anti-christ ... maybe followed by Christ or followed by ?????  Here is an AI description of the anti-christ:

"AI Overview

In Christianity, the Antichrist is a person who will oppose Jesus Christ and try to take his place before the Second Coming. The term appears in the New Testament in the First and Second Epistle of John.

Characteristics
  1. The Antichrist will be a tyrant who will persecute Christians and Jews
  2. The Antichrist will be a deceiver who will claim to be the Christ
  3. The Antichrist will be the "man of sin" and the "beast from the earth"
  4. The Antichrist will have the number 666 "
Number 2 and 3 are, to me, clearly applicable to our current president. One can wonder about number 4. As for number 1 ... well - watchout!!! There are white christians and black christians and persecution of some might be in the cards (and stars). As for Jews -- we are in one of the international centers of conflict and The Deal some of us may hope for is not a righteous deal. It includes irony (cleansing and The Holocaust are very linked... before The Holocaust Jews were, I think, "encouraged" to leave Germany and/or Europe!), hate, and fear. 

I often ask myself -- where are the brave in this home we call America!, the United States of America? Our national anthem may be criticised for being bellacose and yet we are now more at war in our homes than standing bravely against tyranny and greed. I believe our country has the capability to be The Good in The World ... that we once were or thought we were. Being good to ourselves first.. .yes - but only for ourselves is selfish and wrong (both ethically and politically - as isolation does not work!), and the time is always NOW. Wisdom literature tells us what is right and what is wrong. Death and destruction is not for us humans to decide to do and do... Only G-d really knows who deserves death, who deserves destruction... and who amongst us really knows the Will of G-d? Today that knowledge is from teachings of the past for Jews. We Jews no longer have prophets through whom G-d speaks. We are taught to follow certain rules and ways ... and in the post-biblical times we are taught to show lovingkindness and compassion to all people. The great Rabbi Hillel was asked and answered thusly when asked: "Whatever is hateful and distasteful to you, do not do to your fellow man. This is the entire Torah, the rest is commentary. Go learn." To me .. the Torah as commentary includes additional instructions and stories showing what is right AND what is wrong. There are things done and ways lived which while effective a long time ago are not the model for good behaviour now nor for most people ever. ONE "for instance" is the love shown by Isaac and Rebecca to their two sons, Jacob and Esau. Parental favoritism, especially when divided as with those to boys, is questionable at least and bad on the continuum of good vs bad. SO - the basic lesson is do not harm and then go learn about how harm might manifest itself... and then avoid doing harm as well as you can! Today in Gaza, etc ... the tit-for-tat stuff that is so destructive and deadly is a cycle that must be ended as it is, in my opinion, humble or otherwise, on the bad side of the continuum of good and bad. 

Enough for now... some of what is above will be published, I think, elsewhere... the newspaper or facebook or ??? 

now -- a second cup of coffee and the piano and breakfast and Rachel... (is now 3/11/25: 0830)
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Added... about 9:30am --- As I am thinking about Judaism and Israel... 
This is only bullet points... I have to leave so cannot fill in...
earliest religious recollections -- Grandmother Langer and me at Orthodox Synagogue - very nice, big, ornate... we were in women's section looking down on the men praying.. Light, airy... sunny!
earliest recollection about Isreal -- Hebrew school teacher telling us, first day, about Ashenazi pronunciation VS the Isreali pronunciation. Mrs. Abramovitz was Isreali but in the early 1950's - American prayed with Ashenazi pronunciation.



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Monday, March 10, 2025

2025 Daily - 03/10/2025

 It is morning.... I'm at minyan and I hope to have lunch or something w/Nancy soon. News from CBH.

And today - a big day -- a couple of bathroom estimates expected, hopefully a visit to Jim, and anticipatory bereavement, and Davis Chorale. I might walk to and from Chorale. That would be a good thing to do and accomplish.

AND my thoughts must turn to Portugal and traveling there. I need to check emails from Trafalgar. Hopefully I haven't missed anything.

More...???

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Sunday, March 09, 2025

2025 Daily - 03/09/2025

 Well - it is a bit after 9pm as I write this... Just got words about CBH rabbinical leadership. 

Eariler - went to Raymond Carpenter's Gift of the Steins reception. Quite interesting and fun. Saw some people... was seen.... and the Dr. Fox of the brewing program was wonderful to listen to and learn from.

And earlier still I did a pretty good workout while watching how my knee felt. 

Watched a whole season?? of these shorts strung together about Stargate Origins .. on Prime. And did Piano... working, practiciing, repeat.... repeat ... repeat !!!!

Tomorrow is a big day - minyan, two bathroom guys... hopefully Jim.... and then bereavement program and Davis Chorale.

CHANGES to make ideas -- include?? - no undershirt? settle on a HAT..  This add to what I wrote -- somewhere -- a day or two ago.

I'm thinking: Re-invent -- or Invent .. myself... now or at last!

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there is an addendum being left in draft... a note to myself.. about rabbis and feelings... mine, personnally, privately -- at this at this time...

The change in rabbinical leadership at CBH is not an issue I can or should speak about.  My thoughts and feelings are complicated and unclear even to myself. What is essential is healing and compassion for myself and others.


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Saturday, March 08, 2025

2025 Daily - 03/08/2025

 it is now... about 9:30pm -- and I'm back from performing as part of the UC Davis Chorus. It was, I think, a very good concert... and here is a link to a recording - >>>>


There was a lot going on at the concert and I must view the recording myself since some things (the talks especially) were difficult to hear from the onstage seat I was in.... I was sitting next to Peyton -- who is great!!!!!

And serindipitously -- the pianist knew Hazzan Bernstein and there was a connection made .. and maybe a concert to go to in Sunyvale - in May... Interesting!!!!

I DO enjoy the chorus and the members and the music... WOW!

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Friday, March 07, 2025

2025 Daily - 03/07/2025

 it is now almost 10pm on the 7th... I have a new person querying me via email ... having been found somehow on a dating site. Another person and I have DISCONNECTED... apparently I said some things she didn't like such as lets meet on zoom (she didn't like looking up people's nostrils) and the idea that happiness and contentment were different disturbed her big time AND she was rather nasty in her replies... No worries. I have now decided that such random-type inquiries will be asked to zoom or forget about it...I think that is safe and efficient for me. Zoom is more private than skype which this "new" person - Kathy, has suggested. In any case --- I think I am fending off scams early and well. I hope so. Another "lovely" - Julie - was texting as if a local and then said she was in Singapore for work and her profile noted she had no one to ask for help from .. and so I can/would expect her to need some monetary help at some point to get home, etc...Her response to my telling her I would be traveling myself and not available til long after her planned homecoming ... was: "Loo'l" -- whatever that might mean.

Today was a big rehearsal the day before the concert of my University Chorus... where we will be at the Mondavi Center doing Spirituals. Should be good!

THEN -- next week is more open than usual - no Tues and Thur rehearsals ... actually none until April 2nd at the earliest. I am looking forward to some traveling and some extra time, too. I have noted my weeks are full and fragmented and this poses some issues relative to doing certain things. However - what those certain things is not clear. I am at a point, I think, of inventing or re-inventing myself ... if I can, should, want to... INTO what? 

I have been pretty diligent about playing the piano each day this year. Writing would be the next thing to really be diligent and productive. I have two recent letters to the editor in the Enterprise. A book like "Notes to Myself" is a possibility. 

I have dinner, Friday night dinner, w/Neal... and he asked me - why all of the sudden have I re-connected with him. Essentially, and I should say THIS to him, to correct errors I made to distance myself to someone for no really major reasons. I am correcting things I can. I am being forgiving... to others and maybe to myelf...

Ah - to forgive myself ... being acting foolishly. Or have I? THE QUESTION is - where am I and am I where I should be, need to be, etc.. The ANSWER -- of course YES. And then - since I am here now... and that is where I should be, must be, simply am... then where do I want to go... and why... and how... etc. etc..  

THE BASIC QUESTION -- what is the meaning of my life? Do I consider my "legacy" and if so what would that be? 

Right HERE AND NOW... I am  wondering and curious and the good wine is helping, too. 

I VACATION... and perhaps I will STAYCATION!!! If I Staycation then getting my house and yards fixed up for comfort and joy would be something to do....And a nice new car to take drives... to ??? - Oregon, Washington, Montana, Canada.... etc. etc... Maybe to the East Coast.... etc etc.. MAYBE I get a General Contractor to fix my place up while I travel. Then I am back to comfort and joy. Maybe I rent a travel van.... instead of getting a new car.  Camp and hotels and etc etc...

I guess I am thinking -- BIG CHANGE.. now... while I can!!!



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2025 Daily - 03/06/2025

 Actually missed today... may have written some stuff in DOCs... One thought was -- some people like to talk and talk... and talk.... and must need, I imagine, someone present to listen... I would not think they/a person would talk to themselves... though that IS a possibility.

This was written evening of the 7th... will now move on to the entry for the 7th of March, 2025

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Wednesday, March 05, 2025

2025 Daily - 03/05/2025

 It is the day after the long speech by the prez --- which I did not watch. I am very uncomfortable hearing the voice and seeing the face of someone who lies, hates, and hurts. So I watched news reports with a few clips and highlights. I don't think I missed anything real.

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now... I am in a Cantorial sharing program on Zoom... and gender issue is UP. Ya vs Ta... Male vs Female. The point quickly coming to my mind... is what is all-inclusive vs divisive. Including vs Excluding.. AND - is this a problem related to the translations from Hebrew. It is said - Hebrew is a language that is masculine oriented. When we did prayers in Hebrew without translations did the language orientation get in the way for women? Maybe... And now this is also for the LGBQ+ issues. OY!!!

A point up from Sheri Allen from Texas -- offered an option for Modeh Ani ... say three  ways ... Modeh, Modah, Modet - thus - ADDING...  She doens't do with Adonai... however in translation they are non-gender ...  Other changes... , too.

Look for -  YAHCHAND Guide.. Gabbai guide included...

I can wonder if there is anything lost when broad words, pronouns are used. Do I/others? want to be male? And others female, trans, etc....! Specifically? And there is the idea that came up with zoom genderlistings... which is - when people MUST self-identify does that mean some who are not ready will have to lie or "come-out" now? It may seem to many that coming-out is not an issue or... was not an issue last year (in 2024... if you get my drift).... but NOW - not necessarily something can easily do. OY!



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Tuesday, March 04, 2025

2025 Daily - 03/04/2025

 It is morning time ... about 9am and I'm about to begin my second cup of coffee and I WAS going to do my piano practice which would be easier than the writing I am about to do. I think, from time to time, about my feelings and whether or not I feel. This is up front in my mind relative to my mother and father and their deaths or the impending, likely death of my only sibling. SO - I will write in a moment .. in a document .. and maybe link it here. 

Playing the piano and the notes, work of others is easier and pleasant ... but the issues of my feelings is very important. So - now onto it.

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Monday, March 03, 2025

2025 Daily - 03/03/2025

 Monday monday.... thought I was going to get together w/Sarah but she awoke not feeling well... SO -zoomed to services, went to this thing called: Death Cafe -- a once a month gathering of people to talk about death and stuff. Met/talked w/Lisa - and then also talked with Judy - who I've none in the libraries and also - Steve was there who told me and reminded me about it... Ok thing.

Then - visited w/Jim and then workedout and will go to anticipatory bereavement and then probably be late for Davis Chorale.... 

but ALL THESE THINGS TODAY were good. Day was good except for tariffs and  a 2 percent drop in Stock Market.


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Sunday, March 02, 2025

2025 Daily - 03/02/2025

This is something I wrote and posted to Facebook today: "To protect and to serve" --- the motto of many police departments... local authorities!!!!! SO - it would be appropriate work of the police who protect and serve to ensure that all people in their jurisdictions to be respected by the justice of our nation -- presume innocence and do not force self-incrimination as guraranteed by our Constitution. Apply this to those people who are only presumed to be undocumented/illegal... SO - do what is right!!"

Something... I guess one of my passions is justice and freedom and acceptance and understanding. What "undocumented" are being subjecdted to is NOT American. Our values embody BRAVERY ... and not fear. Especially unwarranted fears.

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Saturday, March 01, 2025

2025 Daily - 03/01/2025

 AH... is late on March 1st... First day and Saturday in March. I am near the beginning of the movie Conclave.... and earlier than I am watching now... the quote about The Center Cannot Hold was mentioned. I have thought about this phrase for a while.... hoping the e fof the American body politic had some goodness and all in it ... I wonder and I hope. I think it is there... However - the whole Yeats poem is interesting and I am looking at it now and will get back to .... it soon. Probably post something on Facebook eventually, soon. In politics... can the center coalesce and beThe The Force for GOOD.... ??? And how might America get there? A new political party? A centering of most politicians?  A revitalization of one of the parties into doing what is truly right?

As a Democrat I hope they will regain the power necessary. ON ANOTHER hand... REPUBLICANS... in a fantasy of mine could do what is right... instead of what is convenient and safe. Safety, security, status quo VS fear, uncertainty, a new order or a return to the best of our basic order?!???

As I watch more... the speech made be Fiennes as the Conclave begins it's work says...

He most fears CERTAINTY... And he call for variety . 

"Certainty is tghe great enemy of unity

Certainty is the deadly enemy of tolerance."

The idea of Certainty is often on my mind... even as I fail, or seem to fail, at being tolerant and not so very certain. I just bought a couple of copies of the book "Comfortable with Uncertainty" by Pema Chodron. It is a book I read years ago... and as I remember it was full of ideas and suggestions about how to deal with the many issues of life. All the many issues of life. To not Grasp. To let go. To be mindful. To no attachments to good or bad things. 

As the speech goes on ... Fiennes mentions DOUBT.. a word that essentially began my college career many many years ago. Interesting reminder. Timely... for all!

Doubt, sins, mistakes, forgiveness... FAITH... And CARRY ON...

And now it begins.... The Conclave and all the issues and thoughts and possiblities and hopes. AH HOPE!!!!

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HERE:

William Butler Yeats his most famous poem, “The Second Coming.” Here is the entire poem:


Turning and turning in the widening gyre

The falcon cannot hear the falconer;

Things fall apart; the centre cannot hold;

Mere anarchy is loosed upon the world,

The blood-dimmed tide is loosed, and everywhere

The ceremony of innocence is drowned;

The best lack all conviction, while the worst

Are full of passionate intensity.

Surely some revelation is at hand;

Surely the Second Coming is at hand.

The Second Coming! Hardly are those words out

When a vast image out of Spiritus Mundi

Troubles my sight: somewhere in sands of the desert

A shape with lion body and the head of a man,

A gaze blank and pitiless as the sun,

Is moving its slow thighs, while all about it

Reel shadows of the indignant desert birds.

The darkness drops again; but now I know

That twenty centuries of stony sleep

Were vexed to nightmare by a rocking cradle,

And what rough beast, its hour come round at last,

Slouches towards Bethlehem to be born?



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Friday, February 28, 2025

2025 Daily - 02/28/2025

 Writing .. first thing in the morning Get It DONE...

Today I have been to Rotary meeting, will meet Steve, have dinner w/Neal... and might workout and might do more house cleanup, and might see an Academy Award nominated film. The Substance was seen yesterday, up for some award (maybe just Moore for best actress -- and that is possible)....Today will be: Conclave. Another film will/would be: Anora OR Flow OR Wild Robot. Do not plan to purchase The Brutalist.

BTW -- Coffee is GOOD.... 

Note: Eggs are terribly expensive!!!! Rotary breakfasts have always included breakfast but going forward they will only have eggs every other week. Maybe WE should not have them at all to put what pressure our not purchasning eggs would put on the system. 

Maybe more later-------------------------------->>>>>>

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2025 Daily - 02/27/2025 - added day late

 Well - I thought I had written... 

I had a conversation with sister's main doctor. I shared with him one little thing. He suggested I see her sooner rather than later. Maybe the new treatment will work... but ... sadly - IFFY.

SO - I have made plans to visit in mid-March - in between concert and trip to Portugal. 

Yesterday I did walk w/Ava. Nice. Right knee acting up and I'm using/trying a brace.  Watched the movie: The Substance w/Demi Moore. Moore was very good however the movie ... not so much. Confusing, symbolic, gross.... Reminded me a bit of: Picture of Dorian Grey.... At best - film - highly wierd.


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Wednesday, February 26, 2025

2025 Daily - 02/26/2025

 whoops... missed the 25th... and this may not be much...

But - yesterday I did clean up guest room a lot, worried about my vision - and still do a little...  saw and shopped w/Rachel... 

TODAY -- it is about 10pm -- and I had a good workout, vision was good all day though after evening thing was a bit bad for a while... This evening I went to a dinner program that was promoting property in Mexico. Interesting. I wonder if some of those pre-fab houses I see from time to time on Facebook would be acceptable there.  In any case we met at the Kings Buffet where you can get a lot a not very good Chinese food. It was more convenient then going to Spaghetti Factory in Sac. 

Political news is worse and worse. I wonder if it would be a good idea to leave it to the Republicans and let them crash and burn themselves.... They might also C and B the country ... but maybe they will get it right somehow. In the meantime -- Democrats must come up with a clear, easy to understand, positive program for the people of our country. It will not be around saving democracy and institutions. That is for wonks. The people have never gotten such things as ... nominations for the Supreme Court and in any case McConnel POWER killed that.

Its the ECONOMY....  it is the price of everything and everything is going up ... with tariffs and illness (bird flu and egg prices). Its the phrase -- are you better off now than you were 2 or 4 years ago? Are the rich not paying enough taxes? The tax thing may or may not be a winner... It might be if it were well understood and presented. What DOES happen as the teirs go up? Here are two simplified examples and the worse one may be real... or is it the better one?

INCOME = 100,000 AND 111,000

TAX RATE = 10 PERCENT ON 100,000 AND 20 PERCENT ON 110,000.

IF THE BREAK CAUSES ALL TO BE TAXED AT RATE ONE SIDE OF THE BREAK OR THE OTHER YOU GET:

10,000 AND 22,000

BUT IF AFTER THE BREAK ONLY THE ADDITIONAL INCOME IS TAXED AT THE HIGHER RATE YOU GET:

10,000 AND 12,000

I wonder.... which is it? I think the Only Additional Income Taxed higher is reasonable and fair and clear. BUT what is the law??? 


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Monday, February 24, 2025

2025 Daily - 02/24/2025

 Today I write as I am also online with CBS at morning services. I am getting a jump on the day and getting some (this) writing done. With or without me there is a minyan... as indicated by the doing of Kaddish. 

Today, Monday, the last one in February, 2025. is the third day, I think, of the dropping of the Dow... at least at this point. Actually the Dow may be up a little while the NASDAQ is down a lot. And things in the Middle East, the Ukraine, for Federal Government workers, and certainly more are not going well under the Trump/Musk regime. When will the Trump/Musk war on the United States end? OR - will they win and the end of our nation as it was and could be dies? There is some push-back by some of Trump's loyalists but it is Congress that must act... and soon. Resolutions at least. Impeachment is necessary. The charges would be essentially a failure of Trump to do the job of Executive. It is Trump's job to do the bidding of Congress who passes laws and funds those laws, etc. The wholesale ignoring of the wills of Congress is a direct assault on our system and all checks and balances are now skewed to the political and not to what is just, true, real, and right. A resolution might, might? forstall a full-blown Constitutional Crisis of an impeachment.. However - three times is the charm! Trump's impact with what he has already done can  be capped by a conviction of impeachment and removal from office and the return of reason and balance and equinimity. Then Trump can go off into retirement with a big entry in future history books. A legacy of de-politicalization of the Suprem Court and the return of powers to the Congress would be a great legacy. IF ONLY!!!???!!!

There a so many people suffering now... immigrants, workers, sensitive people, you, and me! Are people who voted for Trump really celebrating the ends of programs that help them? Of deportations which will leave our agriculture devastated? Are they really happy? Now? What does the future hold for all of us?

More later??? Off now at 8am.

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AND now -- at about 8:30am .... as I read the entry in "Living each day" the message for Shevat 26 was: mean your prayer... and let it penetrate ... be aware ... BE AWAKE... 

SO MY PRAYER FOR TODAY: I pray for the health of our government institutions and all who have worked there in the small basic jobs that serve all of us directly and really. 

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Sunday, February 23, 2025

2025 Daily - 02/23/2025

 Well... I did my piano today...

This is my writing so far and may be all...

I performed with the Davis Corale at the Church ... Nice...

Later may go to game night at Hil's -- just confirmed time -- 6pm. Might a game called? Communication Game...whatever that is...  or it might be for next card night... 

IF I were to go write... an essay, whatever -- it would be about...????

BTW --- I found, at the Grocery Outlet -- 2025 Big Foot Ale -  and got one six pack. Just about finished drinking one now - 2:20pm. It is GOOOOOOOOOOODDDD!!! As for working out today... might be passing as the beer is in me now. 

AND - shopping for a car.... now is time to check local Toyota. Maybe Tuesday if I work out early... Or Wednesday in early afternoon.

RIGHT NOW === off to read Diesal book.... 

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Saturday, February 22, 2025

2025 Daily - 02/22/2025

 It is late Saturday ... so I can write ... Shabbat is over...

Went into SF today, fixed SAATVA mattress order. More fixing may yet need to be done.

Met Susan and she helped a bit at mattress store and we went to SFMOMA... 

And that's all folks... She I had a conversation when we both got home .. it was a nice time .. But I don't think there is a future there.

And so ... tomorrow, tomorrow, the sun will come up -- tomorrow!


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Friday, February 21, 2025

2025 Daily - 02/21/2025

 It is almost 1pm, PT -- so stock market will close soon. It seems to have seriously tanked today after a fairly big drop yesterday. Not good... along with news about Trump and his siding with Putin. Really tough times. Crazy... and all the other adults in the room, i.e. Congress, seem to be asleep. It is one thing to be awake, woke, whatever -- but to be asleep, absent - seems worse.. .for anyone.

THOUGHT -- I used to have a book: "Notes to myself" and the author worte pithy little paragraphs, pages -- about how he felt and thought seemed to be implied by the title. NOW it might be a good idea for all of us to write some notes to ourselves to express how we think and feel and what we hope for... and what is it we think is right! The point, in my opinion, would be for all of us to look at our ideals and reality in broad and specific terms and see if there is a match or a disconnect. My bottom line is: Love and peace and freedom and basic necessities for all. Then, if most/all of us really want such - how do we all get to such a place. My assumption is we can do it. Maybe I'm wrong but if we truly want a good world for all then the path to that good world can either be found or built.

Equanimity came up in a conversation I had with a friend and I thought of another friend who seeks equanimity. The friend with whom I had the conversation practices a martial art that for him is more a way to inner peace and tranquility -- i.e. equanimity?! His point as we talked is that we all need to get into feeling our bodies more and be less in our heads. Sounds good to me... Makes sense. Our bodies are always here and now. Our minds, our thoughts, our heads often think about the past and the future and therefore accomplishments or lack of accomplishments and regrets about things that can't be changed and hopes and expectations and anxieties about things that may not come to be. SO many unknowns and undoables. My other friend is very much in her body and her mind and both are hurting. AND THEN - the idea of embracing whatever we are thinking and/or feeling is suggested as an answer. In other words - Be Mindful. Mindfulness, in my humble opinion, is a place here and now. A point in time and space where each and every one of us is alive and ok.... even if just for a moment. Perhaps, as I think, being mindful - experiencing mindfulness - is momentary. Always momentary... and as the old song by the Incredible String Band said: "This moment is different from any before it... This moment, this moment is now!" See a youtube of that song HERE. AND here are the lyrics:

This Moment
Song by The Incredible String Band ‧ 1970
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This Moment Lyrics
This moment
Is different
From any
Before it
And this moment
Is different
It's now
And if I
Don't kiss you
That kiss is
Untasted
I'll never
No never
Get it back
But why should
I want to
I'll be in
The next moment
Sweet moment
Sweet lover
Sweet now
The walls of this room
Are different from any before them
They are now
They are now
The air that you breathe
Is different from any before it
It is now
It is now
You may think that life is repeating
Repeating [Repeat: x4]
You may think that life is repeating
Oh no [Repeat: x5]
Each moment
Is different
From any before it
Each moment
Is different
It's now

AND SO -- Yes to the 70's and to NOW.
And there are more songs by the Incredible String Band which may give us all hope, lightness, joys.


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Thursday, February 20, 2025

2025 Daily - 02/20/2025

 

I wrote and sent to papers (enterprise and times a couple of letters to editor. One was about Walls and the second was about Silence.

SO - I wrote today!!!

And played the piano....

And talked w/Nancy and Dalia AND Susan Schwartz who I will see Saturday in SF.

ANd played a little tennis with Amos... at which I did badly. Oh well.... 

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Wednesday, February 19, 2025

2025 Daily - 02/19/2025

 It is morning... on the 19th ... I've got a wash now in the dryer. Checked about SF jazz (nothing on Saturday). Plan now seems for me to go to Roseville after zoom class w/Rabbi and have a lunch and visit a couple of car dealerships (Lexus and Mazda) at Roseville Automall - dropping in.

As for thoughts for today - well my weight is down to 272 - which is getting better. The last couple of days talked w/Susan and maybe will see her on Saturday.... at Saatva showroom where I need to go and check on a chosen mattress.

My cough may be a bit better today. Early morning congestion and mucous but that was two hours ago and I seem better. I have yet to spray nose AND take a dose of sudafed... Will do in a moment and then off to the light workout (yesterday was a full).

I am still not feeling inspired  to write on any subject. Israel, politics, relationships... All nothing, really. About relationships -- I am feeling a settling into aloneness... In an alright way. The online stuff has proved poor - especially the One Dollar specials. Might have to try Jdate again... and Match is still working and fairly ok. Have not yet actively reached out to all friends and acquaintences. I do like being able to decide where, what, and when to do something on my own. For instance the bed showroom thing could be today or Saturday and I'm working on that. IF, as it seems it will be, Satursday then the driving/transportation is a bit more efficient and also might get to see Susan in City. Pending that w/Susan. Ahhh... distances and traffic.

I need to move now so as to get back in time for zoom class.

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Tuesday, February 18, 2025

2025 Daily - 02/18/2025

 it is late now == almost 10:15pm and I'm tired and will go to bed after I write this... SO as to at least write something today... trying to do the daily!

Busy day... it seems. I did get in a complete workout and then visited w/Rachel and then showered, had a little lunch, and visited Jim. Then off to rehearsal with UCD Chorus. A good day... and I' ve got myself prepared to travel into SF tomorrow to check the SAATVA Bed I have contracted to purchase. Get that done! Plan is to go to CBS for 11am class and then Bart into SF - go to the Brazilian Restaurant for their Market Table/Salad Bar -- and maybe happy hour drinks. Took a little time but finally found my Clipper Card for BART. YEA!

I am not sleeping too well. Waking too early after going to sleep late. I'll try getting to sleep earlier!

I managed today or last night a transfer of money from Chase to B of A... as I have set up some Chase accts for a bonus reward. Next I need to either buy that new car.. or park my monies in a higher yield acct then the very low interest rate savings. 

Wearing my new glasses ... the clear progressive. Not bad.. Need to adjust the left ear, I think.

Cough continues.. I am dosing w/Vitamin C..

On my calendar - call xfinity about billing and also AAA about car insurance changes.

AND - add to "cruise" docs... stuff about reading to kids, reading especially to Amy, and Ashland, etc.. Some positive stuff to remember!

That's all for now...  Good night!


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Monday, February 17, 2025

2025 Daily - 02/17/2025

 It is near the end of the day... almost 11:30pm... And yet I remember to do and here I am doing... the writing. Something. 

To be sure -- I am not at this moment inspired nor feeling creative. The creativity and/or the inspiration is not necessarily part of my daily piano playing/practicing. Writing does, imho, demand...??!! creativity and so when that is missing .... what to do? Ramble on as I am doing now/here?

Playing/practicing the piano is wonderful as I bring to life .. for myself and maybe sometime for others... music of those who were creative, inspired, talented, capable. They live on, come back alive ... as I play - or so I think, imagine, HOPE. And I do it in my special way... not as a replicating recording.

NOW if I were to think and try to be creative ... well there is the slogan, idea: Some disrupt... and some distroy. In one case order needs to be restored. In another case rebuilding needs to be done. After the disruption or the destruction the need arises for a return to the basics of those things, institutions, lives... since there were kernals of needs, essentials, wants, etc... THERE WAS VALUE...  At some point. Lost perhaps but still there at some level and so ITS A CYCLE... isn't it? Isn't all life, reality, history, etc, etc.. cyclic? Thus would the old wisdom in the Bible of the Book of Eccliasitics... Vanity or futility - all is around and goes around and comes around. Life/death, peace/war, love/hate, etc. It is known... and yet not understood nor transcended! 

Transcending the norms of the past is what we keep trying to do and failing. Can we ever succeed? Will we ever succeed? What if we stop trying? What then?


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Sunday, February 16, 2025

2025 Daily - 02/16/2025

 At the moment.... its about 8:30 and this post is to be a "daily". Doing the daily as I promised myself.

Listening to radio, waiting to do breakfast, will read online news (Enterprise was again WET/soaked). read book, piano, listening to radio (npr - news and ??), then will cleanup, talk w/Sarah at 10am, workout, AND???

Just processed request to return the paninni maker as it doesn't work well for me... Doesn't handle the thick sandwiches - well. Seems not right and there is no good manual to help from the company.  Oh well.

Might make some soup today -- pea soup again... BUT I need to prepare to make some other type. I DO have a bunch of regular mushrooms. Maybe will try a mushroom soup. AND I need to get some milk as using milk with condensed Campbells mushroom soup tastes a lot better than when I make it with water. 

AND now -- will compose an email to tv and radio newscasters with idea about organizing segments clearly and distinctively.  AND maybe more later...

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As I consider the news... and listen about Rubio in Israel... it occurs to me that all the news coming from the Middle East which has lots of drama -- some new - is a distraction from a lot of other issues. One of the smokescreens from the new Administration. Terrible... 

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2025 Daily - 02/16/2025 sort of 2/15/25

 its a little past mid night ... technicly its sunday....

saturday night.... A THOUGHT..... write to radio and tv news programs... ask yo have segments scheduled for international, domestiv, local news,,,... set, limited, fillee appropriately... AND bring back up tyo the moment news ... like warly days of cable...

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Thursday, February 13, 2025

2025 Daily - 02/13/2025

 Ahhh... today it is necessary to think about the future of political parties in the USA with the idea that while the Democrats have done good things and the Republicans took a long view to depose the Democrats and since I feel a sense of URGENCY...I don't think reforming the old Democratic Party is best. What is better, best, good, possible?? - is a real new party. Not a third party but a new party. One for American unity and ideals. A party of the great middle or silent majority if you will. The Bell Curve thing!

NAME: Party of the American People = PAP... Party for All the American People = PAAP... The thing to do is list the basic shared values that people in the main part of the Bell Curve can agree on and stand on while shaking to the sides some specific, subjective, individual interests. Those "special" interests will be addressed with compromise, collaboration, cooperation... all together. This is not some coalition. This is something else... I don't know what to name it... perhaps The Great Plurality! More in essays... later??? YES.

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Wednesday, February 12, 2025

2025 Daily - 02/12/2025 - Israel is the One

 Israel seems sometimes to be The One issue on the international stage to consider. Ukraine is not given so much press, neither are suffering people in Africa and Asia or the Americas. This issue is The One that has been worked on by many, many people - competent and not so competent... honest and not so honest. So - that is the Essay of the day on my computer. Off to it now.... at about 11am after reading a bit into the book: One Jewish State by Friedman.

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Tuesday, February 11, 2025

2025 Daily - 02/11/2025 - DEI, Women's rights, G-d!

 So today  may write a bit about DEI which is related to women's rights which also brings G-d into the discussion. Some here... maybe more elsewhere (ESSAYS).


THE CONTEXT -- I think most people want to do what is right, righteous, humane, good. I believe the Bell Curve is where most of us are... SO:

About DEI - I must say as a white man I am generally included and get an equitable deal, so to speak. As a Jew that was not always the case but today I am privileged, for sure. What is THE most important thing, imho, about DEI programs is that they educate people about the good and the bad today and in previous times about our system. People have been oppressed in the USA while the image and slogans and ideals of our country have been freedom and opportunity. The truth matters! People of all races, creeds, ethnic backgrounds, sex and gender, etc... can do well when education is done well. Ah... EDUCATION.... maybe that is why a major attack is being made on education as The Department of Education is seriously under attack!

Women and their rights are part of DEI - especially when it comes to equity of pay. And there are other issues impacting women in our country that I must say seem similar issues in other countries where we highlight inequality and oppression such as what we see/talk about in Afghanistan and elsewhere. The USA can do better by all its own women. Pay could be better. Child care and household tasks can be shared with male partners (as well as female partners) with regularity. It is not special that a man changes a diaper or vacuums a floor or does the laundry. Those and other tasks are necessary to get done and all of us can do them!

And G-d is sometimes viewed as being ok with a lack of diversity and equity and even inclusion. There is a history of some people being not worthy of G-d. There are ways religions religate women to special status' (even as they may speak of them highly, honorably, respectfully) that IS lesser than that of men. Sometimes G-d, whose ways we cannot fully know, is used as the reason we do not treat women as well as we might. I think every religion has real big examples of this. REALLY

SO: AGAIN -- I think most people want to do what is right, righteous, humane, good. I believe the Bell Curve is where most of us are...

That is my writing for today... as of about 10am and revised about 11:45am. NOW off to workout!

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Monday, February 10, 2025

2025 Daily - 02/10/2025

Good morning.... as it is about 9:30am - services over (they begin on zoom at 7:45am Mondays and Thursdays). Good beginning to week and day.

Today I will write, soon, on my 2-way blog and the issue - One alone or Two together... And that sounds like a good title.  For me ... I have to wonder which way to go. I know I what I've preferred. I've preferred being in a couple but I am unfortunately not connecting with anyone ... relatively close to Davis. To some extent that may be due to my not asking for help from friends and acquaintences which I may do. On another hand - this Friday, Valentine's Day I actually have a date to go wine tasting and her suggestion was an old favorite of mine -- Lava Cap up near Placerville. Should be fun. 

As for THIS post .. maybe more later... maybe a link to the noted blog entry I now to to begin.\


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Sunday, February 09, 2025

2025 Daily - 02/09/2025

 Looks like I skipped/didn't write on Saturday, Shabbat, 2/8/2025... I need to check wordprocessing program...

Anyway - here I am today -= about 2pm -- and I've play/practiced piano -- I truly enjoy that! The writing is a lessor thing, so far... With the piano I play someone elses creation while with writing I must create. I do read ... The Diesel book... and other stuff. I need to grab the one Jewish state book before it gets returned to the library... AND today is SuperBowl Sunday and I'm rooting for the Eagles. Comes on soon. 

All is well, ok.. I worked out. Ate a little for breakfast. Need to watch how much I eat while watching the game... OY! 

More later??? Hmmm. no more done... watched superbowl and was happy the Eagles one.


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Friday, February 07, 2025

2025 Daily - 02/07/2025

 it is late... have I written anything earlier? Maybe not.. I did do my piano... And I am writing here. Times are troubled... That is the thing. People are upset. People are worried and anxious and bothered by others... and get bothered more by others... and so on and so on...


TODAY I think it is difficult to oppose such things as the emptying of Gaza ... even if temporary... It seemed a few days ago as if with the cease fire and Gazan's returning to their homes or at least the sites of their homes... they could feel a small victory. Their return was something! It is yet to be seen what develops... with the main thing being Hamas must relinquish power and control. But to whom? Who can do the job? Who can take Hamas on, if/as necessary. VERY DIFFICULT!!!!!

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