Rabbi Rob Scheinberg
(comments? rabbi@hobokensynagogue.org) writes about this week's parsha -- and the competition for love by Jacob and Essau.... There seems to never be enough! SO - MY equal distribution while missing important distinctions between Sarah and Amy may actually been an important struggle/attempt by me. Maybe.In any case -- learning and changing for me does happen. And for others?
And then -- LOVE... and me... Who do I love? Who have I loved? Who might I love? Present, past, future.... and where but most importantly - HOW... How will I love? It is SOO true, I fear, that I have loved poorly. Loved without really learning about my partner and learning how she wanted to be loved.... I therefore loved similarly and all were different.... so I was generally mistaken in the HOW. And now --- what will I do? Once at least -- I think I truly felt loving and that worked out least well of all... since - well whatever. NOW - do I have feelings for anyone? Where are those feelings? I am bereft I'm afraid.... OY!
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